...I'm trying Hay Lin...believe me when I say I'm not just being a big whiny baby here. I've never felt like I should be scared of, mad at and in love with someone who a few days ago was my best friend.
You wanna toss my ass out then get to it, half of Tetha is still wondering why you keep me around myself included.
...Two reasons: One, because despite your semi-foolish, insane, acts you're a good person and you wouldn't be here if you weren't needed to help save the world.
Two, 'cause you're also a major security risk with what you know and letting you go out there would be putting a big bullseye right on your back! kicking you out would be expected by this point and I don't like doing things that are expected.
I'll make sure to mention those things next time someone asks.
So how the hell do I deal with this without avoiding looking at my partner for a week? I swear my scars hurt just thinking about what...about who she resembles...and the most cracky part? Her voice is still pico...WHICH SOUNDS JUST LIKE THE WOMAN WHO MIGHT BE MY FUTURE WIFE!!!
Want some advice? Here's advice you can take to the bank and cash: you leave your partner alone again like this, what I do to you will be so humiliating, you'll WISH I'd kicked you out instead!
What happened to the helpful loving Hay Lin that always knows just the right thing to say? Didja kill her and leave her buried in a snow drift somewhere? I thought vacations were supposed to help people relax.
...When you hear that someone you trusted leaves their partner behind, the helpful loving Hay Lin allowed the strict, not happy Hay Lin to take over for a while to remind you about doing the right thing!
First off you really should give me warning when you're going to trust me to do things because you know I hate to let you of all people feel bad. I may not give a damn about most people but you're on the list.
Second...if the advice is "Get over it you big baby" I think you should probably just start the punishment now because the advice isn't helping...and the mysterious threat isn't doing much for the moment either...
The advice was actually gonna be something like 'depend on your friends to help you out and you'll pull through this-I promise,' but if you're gonna keep acting like this time after time again...!
First after you'd gotten beat up by Terra, then right after you'd jumped over the apartments and now...!
This is a little different from getting my ass kicked or having everyone yell at me for something I thought was awesome...this is confronting a ghost that I wasn't ready to deal with...
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Valid point though my friend pool is pretty shallow these days...I gotta remind myself to do something nice for you guys sooner or later or risk losing you...how do you feel about greek food?
No...see if I'd forgotten it we wouldn't be having this problem I'd be hiding under my bed mumbling "Please don't stab me" Over and over again...the problem is I know damn well who's inside that well endowed form and I'm still scared/mad/in love with the person that she's not...
See now I'm even confusing myself worse...now not only do I not know how to make all these stupid emotions go away but I'm not even sure what they all are.
Orange Chicken....mmmm I could go for some of that too...what would you like to drink?
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She's your partner, Noir! Partners and friends don't abandon each other when the going gets tough!
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That's part of the problem...how can we work together if ever time I look at her I see...you know...
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That's the solution you have to figure out for yourself; you do this again, and I'll have to take action.
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You wanna toss my ass out then get to it, half of Tetha is still wondering why you keep me around myself included.
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Two,
'cause you're also a major security risk with what you know and letting you go out there would be putting a big bullseye right on your back!kicking you out would be expected by this point and I don't like doing things that are expected.(OOC: Strikes not visible.)
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So how the hell do I deal with this without avoiding looking at my partner for a week? I swear my scars hurt just thinking about what...about who she resembles...and the most cracky part? Her voice is still pico...WHICH SOUNDS JUST LIKE THE WOMAN WHO MIGHT BE MY FUTURE WIFE!!!
Screw you Yggdrasil...screw you!!!
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advice please.
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I meant advice about my problem with Pico...I'm about this close to leaving a dummy in my chair and running to Neon for a week.
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Second...if the advice is "Get over it you big baby" I think you should probably just start the punishment now because the advice isn't helping...and the mysterious threat isn't doing much for the moment either...
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First after you'd gotten beat up by Terra, then right after you'd jumped over the apartments and now...!
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Valid point though my friend pool is pretty shallow these days...I gotta remind myself to do something nice for you guys sooner or later or risk losing you...how do you feel about greek food?
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I prefer orange chicken or mandarin chicken...!
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See now I'm even confusing myself worse...now not only do I not know how to make all these stupid emotions go away but I'm not even sure what they all are.
Orange Chicken....mmmm I could go for some of that too...what would you like to drink?
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Soda.
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...on the plus side I'm walking again...turns out all I needed was to be scared so bad that I couldn't stop shaking or running for hours.
Soda it is...dessert?